'An Appearance' - by Sylvia Plath

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Cheri


Delectable for the eyes... and rather captivating for the plot.
The last shot of the film gave me goosebumps. I forgot I was so young.


















Friday, October 15, 2010

I don't know how I feel about this.

I found this because I was researching for a character I'm playing and I was watching an interview of the same time as this done of Harriet Walter on Jane Austen. Then I found this jem...

The romantic idealist that I am inside cringes a little when I hear what I know is probably the truth.
I will say that she pays Austen a great compliment by stripping down her synonymy with romance. I like the quote that "A book is not supposed to be a mirror, it's supposed to be a door."
Who is this woman??

Monday, October 11, 2010

Colin Beavan is my hero

I read No Impact Man this summer, and I also watched the documentary (not necessarily in that order) and I was inspired/frustrated/turned on/overwhelmed/fascinated/inspired by this documentation of his life and his efforts. A truly heroic act to put oneself through so much self-doubt. Not to mention to charge fearlessly headfirst into the world of "environmentalism". I try to do what I can, always, and the book taught me that that is really all we need to get into our heads at this point.
That being said, this was a post on his blog recently, and it doesn't just apply to saving the planet:

This piece comes from my Zen school's newsletter and I just thought it was perfect in the face of all we're dealing with in environment. It's a gift for all of you who are working to save the world for the rest of us.

The first part is a letter from a student to Zen Master Seung Sahn, who founded the Kwan Um School. The second part is ZMSS's response:

Dear Zen Master Seung Sahn,

I feel like I’m going crazy. I’m working for the Legal Aid Society, and the maximum caseload at any one time is supposed to be 75. I have more than 75 cases right now. Starting this Friday, one of the attorneys is going on vacation, which will mean even more new cases for each person (there are three other lawyers.)

I am quite new to the job and feeling totally overwhelmed. As the number of cases increases, I can do less and less for each person. Weeks go by in which there is no time to devote to some of the cases I already have.

I am very worried about this because I’m forced to keep doing a more and more sloppy job. I want to help people, and I like to do a beautiful job.

I fear what this will do to my health (pains, ulcers, etc.) I try to have a good attitude, but I am being completely overwhelmed by all this. I am feeling very desperate.

Habjang [putting hands together in prayer position] with love,

Michael


Dear Michael,

Thank you for your letter. How are you? You are very busy and are helping many people--that is wonderful!

If your mind is busy then the whole world is busy. If your mind is complicated, the
whole world is complicated. If your mind is quiet, then the whole world is quiet. So, an
eminent teacher said, “Everything is created by the mind.”

Do you know an elevator’s job? Many people can push the button wanting the elevator, but the elevator only comes when the proper floor and direction appears. When the elevator is going up, it only stops for up-buttons and coming down it only stops for down-buttons. The elevator understands its correct action sequence. That is only going straight. If you put your mind in order, then it works the same as a computer. Then you will understand your correct action sequence. That is correct opinion, correct condition, and correct situation—Zen mind. Also, that is great love and great compassion mind. If you want that mind you must make your “I, My, Me” disappear. If you don’t hold your opinion, your condition or your situation, then your original high-class computer will work correctly. So, you must practice every day.

I ask you: What are you? If you don’t understand, only go straight don’t know. This don’t know broom will sweep your consciousness computer clear of I, my, me dust. Then clear moment-to-moment working is possible. That is the correct way and the great bodhisattva way.

I hope you only go straight don’t know, which is clear like space, don’t make complicated, don’t make busy, soon get Enlightenment and save all people from suffering.

Yours in the dharma

Zen Master Seung Sahn

May we all be blessed with elevator minds!

The letters are copyright the Kwan Um School of Zen, who kindly gave me permission to reprint them.

via No Impact Man blog